29 Mar. 02 | 12:17 pm
a bit sad
Hey guys,
Bit sad today... :(
Justin's Dad spoke to him at some length last night and now we're not allowed to stay over at each other's houses. He seems to think that because Jus has his licence now, he can come home as there's no reason to stay. Maybe he thinks the only reason we ever stayed at each other's houses was because we couldn't get home. Nothing to do with the fact that it means more time together and we get to lie in bed next to each other and fall asleep together. Of course not, that's ridiculous.
So of course I was very upset. That means like virtually no time together until we sort out this moving out thing, which I've just given a big kick in the ass. I work until 3pm five days a week. And there's no point in travelling for an hour by public transport to get to Jus' and then have to go home 3 hours later. We should be able to see each other for most of Saturday, and maybe Sunday if I decide to travel all the way to Fremantle and back to see him for his 1 hour break. But you know, I think I can deal with this. It's nothing major, right?
I almost gave up on moving out yesterday. Justin's got all these big plans to start a business with Tristan (who he loves almost as much as me), and why you'd want to start a business at 17 I don't know. But we sort of talked about it and well... I don't want to bring it up again because he'll probably end up reading this and get all pissed off again.
It's just that it feels like everything is against us. His parents, our future plans, our budgets. Nothing is working. Everything is pushing us further and further apart. I mean, it started with TAFE/uni. That was less time. Then he started work, so there goes the weekend. Then I started work, so there goes the week. And now we've lost our nights as well. It's painfully hopeless.
*sigh*
Anyway, I'm definately not in the mood for writing anymore. I'll catch ya later guys...
Much love, Mel xox
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