13 August 2002 | 12:53 pm
this is me
i think: about too many things
i know: that i love him
i want: to be happy
i have: a mending heart
i wish: it would all go back to normal
i hate: change
i miss: justin
i fear: being alone
i feel: stressed and afraid
i hear: too many things
i smell: orange juice on my breath
i crave: beauty and perfection
i search: for truth
i wonder: how i will survive
i regret: too many things
i love: him
i ache: for his body
i long: for his touch
i care: too much
i am not: the person i used to be
i believe: in fate
i danced: when i was young and carefree
i sing: to myself
i cry: everyday
i do not always: think of others
i fight: with myself and with loved ones
i write: because theres no one else to tell
i win: at losing
i lose: at winning
i never: understand
i confuse: myself
i listen: to everything
i can usually be found: with Justin
i am scared: of being alone
i need: attention
i am happy about: the good times
i expect: that things will get better
i should: hope