19.12.02 | 12:43 pm
down the list of anti-depressants
Well I've just spent the better part of 20 minutes trying to work the concept of multiple entries (ie. blog style layout) into this particular design. Let me tell you now, it will not work. I tried multiple combinations of time, date, short descriptions none of which were pleasing. Thus I have given up. Although I very rarely update more than once these days anyway. So the entries will decidedly each own their own page.
Doctor's went well. She advised me that Zoloft is perhaps a trifle strong for me and she's brought me down a notch to Cipramil I think it's called. Same effect but to a lesser extent. Wean myself off the Zoloft for two days and then by Monday I should be feeling the improved (hopefully) effects of the Cipramil. If not, I'll be forced to book for an endoscopy. I'd rather not in all honesty. The thought of a tube being rammed down my throat, peering around inside my stomach isn't too appealing to say the least. So there's that, plus I have this neat little guy called a ganglion on my wrist which is a little annoying. I can either have it surgically removed or leave it there to be a pain in the ass. Undecided.
Generally, still not feeling well. Ate about half a banana and a few bites of a salad roll Mum made me. I'm planning to write this, eat some more banana and maybe have a nice sit down somewhere.
Called VVCS and left a message for my old counsellor, Denise. Hopefully she'll call back today, we can arrange a booking time and I can get back into some healthy therapy. I actually can't wait.
Anyway, stomach's really being quite upset now so I better go and try to calm it. I'll probably be back later today. In fact I can all but guarantee it.