04.02.03 | 4:50 pm
Stupid grins
Well today has been fairly eventful.
Like I said, last night/this morning was fucking awesome, I had such a good time. I messaged Josh this morning to say that I was gonna call and come round but I didn't have the courage to lol. Then I headed up to Carousel early this morning with Mum and Dad and spent two fucking hours in Centrelink to change my Youth Allowance payment. I was chatting to this dental chick in there for a while, she was pretty hot lol and really nice. Took up the time anyway.
After that I headed back to Carousel. Did some shopping (picked up two gorgeous T's from Kali) and I chatted to the girl who works in there for a while as well (I kinda know her). She mentioned there was a coupla jobs goin there so I'm gonna get my resumé in asap! I went and talked to Cam for bloody aaages which was cool, Rick's been moved to the Galleria store for a month so I'm hell gonna miss him! Found some killer Tony Bianco shoes which I'm gonna layby tomorrow as well and I finally decided that I'm gonna sell my guitar, amp, bag, stand, lead and strap. Because I have ZERO dollars right now and I got paid yesterday.
I ran into Martin and we cruised around Carousel for a bit together. I found out that my Rusty pants were reduced by $40!!!! So I'm gonna see if I can get some money back cause I paid $100 for mine! Then I msged Andrew and invited him and Josh over for dinner (I was gonna cook a BBQ) but Josh couldn't come. I had a feeling he wouldn't be able to cause he came out for dinner with us last night and I get a feeling I know what his Mum's like lol. Poor Josh... *sigh*. Kinda cute though (his Mum). Tomorrow night he's got TAFE orientation so I probably won't see the guys til the weekend. Andrew's been short with me all day, he's so pissed off about me liking Josh although he wouldn't say it to my face. I don't entirely blame him either. So I said I'd catch up with them on the weekend and he was all like, I dunno what our plans are yet. So I was like, FINE. You message me when you want to catch up then. And then he said, I didn't say that you weren't part of those plans... And that shut me up lol. I know there's a car show on Saturday and it wouldn't suprise me if Drewz ended up asking me to go. Josh has a bloody V8 engine on the floor of his bedroom hahaha, so it doesn't get nicked *rolls eyes*. I'd go to the car show to drool over all the nice lookin cars, not what's under their bonnets!
So meh. I don't know what's happening. I can't get enough of my guys, in particular Josh, but it's just so great to be out and about and doing normal stuff again. I'm always so happy and laughing and smiling and cheery when I'm out with them and it's like I'm addicted to it. I've been down for too long...
Me and Josh talked and laughed and (God) had more eye contact last night (how much of a goddamn teenager so I sound like?)... *grin* which was good but yeah. I don't know. Right now? He's a cool mate and that's all. Okay... he's THE coolest lol. *grin*. I hafta go before I say something really stupid lol.
Ciao loves
*grin* (hehe).