16.03.03 | 6:26 pm
A kinda cool day :)
So today's been a little bit crazy. This lovesick feeling is all too familiar. Its harder than I thought it would be, having to let K go all over again. Even from one night. And then I'm gonna have to do it again when he comes back for his sister's wedding. And then when I goto Tassie for the long weekend. I wish to God he could stay. So we could try again. Maybe I won't go to Tassie after all... I might never come back.
Got my bday dress today (well the dress I'm going to wear for my party) from Soul Sista's in Freo. Its a beeaautiful dress but I won't say anymore about it cause it's sposed to be a suprise ;) *mel's gonna look hoooot* lol :P~
So yeah, I was in Freo today. Which is actually like a real step forward for me, sad as it sounds. I haven't been to Freo for about 3 months, I've been avoiding Justin, Justin's work and anywhere Justin is likely to be like the plague. I'm still avoiding Cicerello's like the plague and I was relatively happy that I didn't spend the entire afternoon freaking about crashing into Justin with Casey *shudder*. I thought about going down to Cicerello's, sticking my head in the door and then going, then I thought about leaving Jus a note on his car and then I was like fuuuuck that lol and I did some shopping instead!
I've missed Caleb like crazy today. We didn't end up meeting this afternoon, he had church for most of the morning/early afternoon and I haven't really spoken to him much apart from that. I hope he gets home safely tomorrow and all I can really do then is look forward to when he comes back :)
Spoke to Joe as well today. He asked me if I enjoyed last night and I was like yeah it was really good to see everyone, thanks for inviting me! I'll be hell going out with him once I turn 18!!! Talked to Drewz and Josh very briefly too. Josh is still calling me sexy and babe and msging me like every hour = and Drewz got his car broken into last night by some little fuckers, grrr. Nothing was taken though.
Got my final guest list together for next Saturday. I changed venue's - it's now at the Grapeskin Bar next to the Brass Monkey. Its SUCH a nice place, I booked the function room down the bar which adjoins to the Brass Monkey courtyard as well. Its fully modern and real trendy with these killer red lounges down the back and everything. I'm so looking forward to it! I've gotta call the chick back tomorrow to confirm numbers, but its like 30 now, as opposed to the 20 I told her it was before. 30 ppl for a sit down dinner!! Some ppl are coming in for drinks after as well and we're meeting MORE ppl once we're out clubbing, so its gonna be a fucking wicked night!!
Anyway, off again guys.
Much love.