13.10.02 | 5:13 pm
digusted and pathetic
Might start cooking dinner soon. I never thought my life could be this boring. I feel so dead. I've been watching TV and playing fucking Zelda on 64. All. Day. As in like aaall day. How utterly depressing. I need to find a regular Sunday activity. And I need to get my licence. And what's even more depressing is that neither of those are going to happen soon. I have to call the gym tomorrow and tell them I can't pay the bill until Friday because I have no money because I got kicked out of home. I'm going to eat mashed potatoes and baked beans for dinner tonight - how gourmet *vomit*. I fucking hate my parents the bastards. Do they give two fucking shits how much I hate living by myself? No, course they fucking don't the fuckers. And then Justin calls, a minute before he has to go back to work. Henry has offered him a position as supervisor/manager, full time though. He's offering the job to Justin after he finishes his TAFE course which will be late next year. And I should have been happy for Justin because I know he's a great worker and he tries very hard to please. I don't know whether he picked up on my foul mood or not... hopefully not.
Ra called this morning to ask Justin about work... they both work at Cicerello's if I haven't metioned it before. Justin asked him about the party last night ("the party" being Elle and Kate's joint 18th). I'd just like to add a few lines here to bring to attention how much of a SLUT Elle Bradder is and how much of a TRASHY HOE she is and also what a FUCKING UGLY TRAMP she is. I hope her party was fucking shit. Ra said it wasn't much cop, the guys were there for like 5 minutes and then they left and got pissed at the park down the road. I'll probably talk to Annie and Corey about it later as well. Apparently most of the people there were churchies - the little slut, Elle, actually has the nerve to go to church and present her worthless, scumy ass before God every week because her best friend Kate goes. That's what Kate thought anyway, in actual fact Elle goes for all the apparent hotties, and obviously Kate wasn't too happy when she found out. Wise up girlfriend, ditch the bitch already, sheesh. I went off this morning cursing the house down about how if I ever saw that fucking slutty cunt I'd bust her chops so fucking bad. Fucking dog.
Anyway. I'm gonna start cookin dinner and then I'll probably watch TV until my ass goes dead and I decide to go have a shower. And then I'll think about cleaning the house up and wish to God I had the motivation to do it... and then I'll probably go to bed. Such a thrilling life I lead.
Much love
From a disgusted and pathetic Mel.