01.09.02 | 1:52 pm
missing the crew
*sniff* How bored am I. Again lol. Gemma's 18th was last night *Happy Birthday Gem!*, held at a hall somewhere out in Yokelville hehe. Me and Jus went ice skating - biiig mistake. Ice skating last night = no money until Saturday for Mel and no money or petrol for Jus until then either. *big sad face*. Been speaking to Ross today as well, Armadale Ross hehe. He msged me and said sorry for not talking to me at Will's but they had to go pretty early and asked me round for drinks at Joe's next weekend. I might go, depending on Justin. He said he could come but I have a feeling Jus wouldn't get on too well with these blokes. Justin's more pretty boyish compared to these bloody Armadale blokes edging on yobbos/bogans. I'm not saying it's a bad thing, but Jus is very, very sensitive, he used to be a ballroom dancer and has a close connection with his mother. Joe and Ross and Leon and everyone.. well... they drink every night of the week, smoke a lot of... everything, mostly sit around and watch TV at someone's house and have a close connection with.. well.. their stubby holder. They're awesome guys, great fun and cool to hang out with, just definitely not potential boyfriend material. Plus they attract a lot of skanks which I despise. I used to be one of them *shame*.
*shrug* It would be good to catch up with them I spose, but I dunno. When you have a relationship like Justin and I have, it is hard to keep a close circle of friends unless you're both in the same one. He was giving me shit about not wanting to go to Gemma's, but I didn't want to go because I haven't seen everyone for so long. My whole life revolves around work and Jus at the moment. I'm not sure if that's a good thing, stepping back and looking at it. But when I'm there, and I have to make a decision, I want to spend as much time as I can with Justin. I miss having a close group of friends like I did with the Armadale guys, but I'm willing to sacrifice that for the love I share with Justin. I just don't have time to see a lot of people now. Although, once I get back to study I suppose I'll get back into a regular pattern of "school" friends, like highschool was. *shrug*. I dunno.
Anyway I'm gonna cruise, I'm so fkn bored. Later guys.