24.09.02 | 11:09 am
figures
So... it finally happened. Figures, is all I can say. I knew I'd lose one of them. And what's even sadder is Andrew had been planning it. He told Justin last night... I'm not going to talk to Mel anymore, but I still wanna talk to you to see how she is. Justin feels bad and responsible for the situation, as he always does, but he probably feels slightly relieved as well... beneath surface features. I've lost Andrew the same way he didn't want to lose Kelly. The same way he should have lost that obnoxious, ugly bitch. A little anger rising there, but I'm emotional today so bear with it. He should hate her for what she did, how could he like someone like her? How could he care about her like I care about Andrew? She is and always will be the most undeserving creature of his affections. She doesn't deserve him and she's fucking lucky to still have him. That's all it is... luck. I'd hate anyone who did that to him, even Andrew. I hate my parents for him, for what they did to him. And it will never lie.
I better not write too much more or I'll get in trouble for bitching. It could go on forever.
I'll post later today guys I promise,
In love and in pain,
Mel.