21.02.03 | 11:32 am
No need for a fire extinguisher over here
Sweet Jesus, what a night.
Well Joel picked me up at 6, came in for a minute or two and then we headed off to Carousel. Conversation was no problem and we went straight into the Foundry to eat. I had pork spare ribs with chips and salad and Joel had tortellini and some of my ribs (3 HUGE racks!). The meal was great and we headed up to the cinemas after to watch Just Married, which, oh my god, is one of the funniest movies I’ve seen in a long while! I was coughing cause I was laughing so hard! So the movie was great, dinner was great, then Joel drove me home and politely declined coffee inside when we pulled up. He was a little touchy feely throughout the night but I wasn’t really into it so I didn’t respond or any shit like that. He’s lost a WHOLE lot of weight from being ill and all - almost looks anaemic which is not a good thing. But it was good to catch up and have a chat as mates. Strictly as mates although he hinted a few times that he’d be interested in some more. I’m thinking… na.
On the way home, I’d got a message from Drewz saying “it got ugly at Josh’s tonight”. I panicked and first I thought that Josh and Drewz had had a fight or some shit. Then I figured it would more likely be something to do with Josh’s mum. I was so worried the whole way home; I didn’t want to message Josh or Drewz cause I’d been on my phone all night and I felt a bit rude as I was out with Joel. So when I got home I called Drewz straight away, who told me some shit had happened and Josh’s mum had punched him [Josh] in the face. I was like holy Jesus, is he okay? I was freaking out, I was so worried about him! Andrew was like he’s fine, he’s fine but I was like fucking God…! I got off the phone to him eventually (him and the guys were ripping up the carpet at his new place in Perth) and sent Josh a message telling him I heard what happened, that I was hell worried and that I hoped he was okay. Him and Macca are coming round today so I’ll be glad to see Josh to make sure he’s okay... I was feeling a bit shaken last night and very fucking tired so I headed off to bed early after that.
At about 10, 10:30 I think, I was lying awake in bed when my mobile rang. I picked it up and it was Macca. He was partially intoxicated lol but we ended up having a really long, good talk til after 11pm (by which time I was virtually falling asleep on the phone). We talked about a lot of things, about Josh and his issues, me and my issues, me and Josh together, Will and his feelings for me (eek!!!), a little about Andrew and my still fairly strong feelings for Justin and what our relationship was like. It was a good talk lol. Macca should have just finished work so hopefully they'll be here in about an hour or so. Fuck knows what we're going to do... after my movie and dinner with Joel last night I've been reduced to a total amount of $2 until the 3rd of March. BIIIG sad face.
Guest list for my 18th has been made, as soon as I get money to buy invitations and after I've found a suitable restaurant (of course) invites will be going out :D I think there's about 20 odd. Getting very excited :D
Anyway I'm off to go look for some jobs online, I'll post again later.
Much love.