01.10.02 | 11:16 am
6 points
I feel like screaming my head off. Justin and I have a problem communicating sometimes. He never understands me and thinks I never understand him. So I emailed him and cut it down as basic as I could.
I don't understand how it can get any easier that this. 6 points, clean, simple, straight forward.
1. I don't understand why you emailed naked explicit photos of yourself a woman in American, asking for some in return and lying about your age.
2. I don't understand why you feel it necessary to look at so much porn when you have a beautiful girlfriend who can more than satisfy you.
3. I don't understand why you have so many photos of so many girls, even during the time we've been going out.
4. I don't understand why you would ask anyone to fly from America to meet you.
5. I don't understand why you feel that you have to chat to so many people, the majority of which are young girls from America.
6. I don't understand why you can't understand how hard it is for me to trust you. Everytime something is fixed, I find something else. More photos, more emails, another girl who's "just a friend".
But they were too difficult for him to answer so all he said to all 6 points was:
BluE DuCkY says: i cant flirt with people in person/people i dont know etc. when i was single i use 2 chat to girls online because it was the only place i could flirt. 'desperate' or not... i never looked for anything serious... then u came along and changed all that stuff... i left a hell of a lot behind me and then when that rmb shit happened i dropped it all... but not u want to keep bringing it up even tho
BluE DuCkY says: it happened over a year ago...
BluE DuCkY says: u have some issues with letting things go...
BluE DuCkY says: no matter what they are.. u told me that u forgave me for the rmb thing that u'd never bring it up... but u did... u always will, you will never be happy with me...
BluE DuCkY says: even tho u say u are..
Which really doesn't have much to do with what I addressed in my point system. Now we're fighting again and I'm not going to see him tonight because we're both angry. But I probably will end up going and saying I'm sorry just so I can kiss him and hold him in my arms again. That and the fact that bball is on tonight... =
Anyway I better cruise, I'll try and post again later.
Much love guys,
Mel.