20.02.03 | 4:27 pm
Nervous updates
Okay so now it's just plain nerves and fear and anxiety. He's picking me up at 6pm. I'm not sure if he's paying yet. I hope he is, I've only got twenty odd dollars. I think he will, he always used to pay for everything before.
I'm a little worried. I don't think I really want to be getting into something like this. I'm in two minds about whether I should call him and just say that the whole thing's off. I don't think I will, but I'm still nervous/scared/anxious.
Went and saw Chicago this afternoon with Dad which was pretty good. Don't know what movie we're going to see tonight. Maybe Gangs Of New York or Just Married. Saw the preview for Maid In Manhattan too, made my eyes glisten. Ralph Fiennes is so beautiful and it's a true romantic movie, kinda like Notting Hill, so I can't wait to see it :)
Haven't really spoken to my boys today either, Macca called early this morning and I spoke to him for about 5 minutes. He popped his shoulder out again at ice skating last night so he was going to the doctors this morning. Josh messaged me from TAFE a couple of times before the movie started. I think he's going to the doctors this afternoon as well, about problems with his stomach. I hope he does go, I've been nagging him for a little bit lol.
Anyway I'd better run kiddies. Hopefully I'll post a post-date entry after I get back tonight so you'd better be hanging out for that one! Wish me luck!
