18.03.03 | 9:01 pm
Outta my head, outta my heart, out of my life
So for once, I can not worry about how much I miss Justin. Because for once I don't. Because for once, I honest to God believe he doesn't deserve me. Baby, I wouldn't take him back if he begged me to (not that he would), even in years to come. Not a chance. I can finally say, I am over that chapter of my life and I can start living a healthy Justin-free life.
Work was busy busy as usual. Had a bit of a power cut which slowed things down, as you can imagine. Went into Northbridge after work to fix this fuckup the guys at Grapeskin made with my function booking. I had a bit of a complain so she fixed it up and I got 2 glasses of wine while I was there too ;) But I met my bartender who'll be there on the night plus the acting manager, set up my tab etc, signed the paperwork and its all set. I'm SO SO SO looking forward to it.
(And a small note to Nic and Justin - Why shouldn't I be the center of attention? It's my 18th birthday party for Christ's sake!)
I'm going to do myself a REAL big favour and stop reading Justin's diary altogether. In fact I'll take him off my favs so that when I go to "buddy list" his name won't pop up in red writing. I wish he'd "grow up" enough to be able to do the same about my diary, even after the countless times I've asked him not to.
But anyway. Went to Josh's and Macca's after Northbridge; I was gonna stay for dinner at John's with Josh and Janelle but I didn't want to get home too late so I took a raincheck. Spoke to Josh Everts on the way home, we're gonna catch up for a movie sometime soon which'll be good. Not to mention how much I'll get to see my Armadale boys after I turn 18!!!
*yawn* anyway I'm gonna crash - I'm hell beat! I've never worked so hard before as I am in this job! Which is a good thing though ;)
Much love guys.