21.08.02 | 12:36 pm
over it
Hey guys,
Well I'm bored. Work is starting to give me the shits. Apparently for the last 3 months, they've been monitering our inbound and outbound calls. I'm in the middle, inbound wise I think but Sep told me I need to pick it up a little. Paul's not very happy. Becky and Racheal are leaving on Friday so we're really going to have to pick up and if things don't improve before the end of the month (in like two weeks) they're going to be looking at knocking some people off. They're also introducing some shitty bonus scheme as well. If you get above average (calls per day wise) you get bonus. If you get below a certain point that's already below average, it'll be like an automatic dismissal. I don't know if I wanna stick round for much longer... I might start looking for more work now that I've got some secretarial/computer experience behind me.
Anyway. What's been happening apart from shitty work? Well, I got my tax return slip yesterday woohoo! I have money! I'm gonna go cash it at the bank today which is good coz I'm fucking broke hey! We got ice skating tonight as well, I hope it's good.
Me and Kel.. I mean, Kelly, had another rip snorter of a fight last Wednesday. That'll be the last time I talk to her hopefully. I won't go into too much detail because people will start getting upset again. But I don't really like her. I'm sure she doesn't really like me. But I couldn't care less what she thinks about me. Justin loves me. He loves me for the person that I am. He would do anything for me and that really is all that matters. Kelly can have her "diverse" opinions and sharp-tongued comments. I don't care. If I was what she made me out to be, I wouldn't have the boyfriend and friends that I do have. And what comes around goes around. That's enough for me.
It was Justin and I's 10 months together yesterday. 10 months since the day we met in real life and fell in love with each other. I got his the new Taxiride CD, Garage Mahal and we went to his nonna's house for dinner in Freo. It was really delish (of course!) and it was nice to see all the family as well :) Kira's party is coming up (I'm going as a Hawaiian dancer) and then Vic's birthday and Heather's is in early September as well! And then there's father's day - argh! This month would have to be the toughest between me and Justin so far, and possibly as individuals as well. Things have been very emotionally tense, on and off, but I finally feel that things are starting to lift and my load is starting to lighten. I'm even over the whole Elle thing. I was thinking about taking her pages down as well, not because Kelly had a go at me and I realised I was wrong about it (which she'll probably think anyway), but because I'm over it. Justin loves me. Which is more than anyone could say for their relationship. So it's ok.
Of course though... if she makes a crack at me at Will's party this weekend I'll smash her fucking head in.
Otherwise I'll be... well behaved. I refuse to smile or be nice or any of that shit just to keep the peace. Fuck that. But I won't go looking for trouble.
AND! I'm getting my guitar this weekend! YAAAAY! And I'm not going to be extra short either coz I got my tax return! (Although a lot of that will be going on pressies!). Heehee I'm so excited! *sigh*. Anyway guys I better cruise, lunch break is over.
Much love,
Melza xox