28.10.02 | 6:42 pm
closure
Well... things might be looking up. Justin and I had that "talk" this afternoon. It had up moments and down moments. There was one part where I couldn't talk properly because my lips and mouth were quivering so badly. But I feel really really good that I got a lot out and that a lot of stuff was out in the open, all at once, rather than ignored emails or diverted questions. It was good. Some of it was a misunderstanding on my behalf, messages that were directed at Justin instead of originating from Justin. he's still no saint, but I kinda understand the reasoning behind his actions. He didn't know any better in a way, not that that excuses him or allows him to do it again. But I'm getting there. I think this has been the long sought after RMB closure, finally and finally.
*mel clicks through a browser supplying "www.amihotornot.com.au"* HAHA don't even think about it! *shudder* There are lots of fuglies here *wrinkles nose*. These people should get a life and Justin will agree with me on that one!
So it would seem, that things are all good. I have a feeling that these issues won't rear their ugly heads anytime soon again. Of which I am relieved.
I love Justin. And I'm happy we're not fighting anymore. Things have really sunk in this time and there's nothing to be misunderstood and (hopefully) nothing gone unsaid.
With love,
From a content and completed Mel *sigh*