23.02.03 | 8:16 pm
A perfect guy?
So. Went to Macca’s place this afternoon after we cleaned the house up this morning. We didn’t do much really, watched TV, watched a DVD (Sorority Boys – funny as hell, you gotta see it!) and then I crashed and Josh and Daniel (Macca’s brother) were playing GT3 on Daniel’s PS2. Macca went out with Tosh at about 4ish, so Josh and I headed back to his place shortly after. We went round and had a look at John’s house (one of Josh’s mum’s friends), which was just down the road and goddamn, what a nice house! It would take me a year to describe it and I’m way too tired now, so just believe me when I say it was a delicious looking house. Hopefully Josh will be moving in with John for a while soon. After that we went back to Josh’s and we were just sitting around talking for a while. Dad came and picked me up eventually (which he wasn’t too pleased about) cause I told him I had no way of getting home. I admit I did feel pretty bad because I knew that I wasn’t gonna be able to get home, I just wanted to see Josh today.
I was thinking about Josh and Will today, Will as in the Will I knew from Byford, not Macca Will. And while I know all the guys thought Will was an idiot, they all called him Elvis and that he DOES have a girlfriend, none of that seems to bother me for some reason. I don’t want a really serious relationship right now. I just want some fun and I can see that happening with Will. It’s the kinda fun I wouldn’t have with Josh unless we were seriously getting serious if you get my drift. Call me a slut, but fuck man I’m so past caring. I am going to call Will and we probably will end up having a whole load of sex in two weeks time and something may happen after that or something may not. Probably the latter, because he would have just broken up with Carrie and I’ve just broken up with Justin, but that’s the fucking beauty of it. We can have as much fucking fun as we want and not have to worry about hurting each other’s feelings or shit like that because it won’t be that serious. He is definite boyfriend material though, Will that is. He’s got that same pretty boy, I’m-the-gayest-straight-guy-you’ve-ever-met sort of way about him, like Justin had. He has Ralph Lauren shower gel, wears Ralph cologne, dixie pants, stripy, alternative looking shirts, has a tatt, has a cool piercing (just under his bottom lip) and is generally awesome. But, he’s also got that confidence, the confidence Justin never had, the confidence Josh doesn’t quite have. And there is nothing, NOTHING sexier and hotter than confidence. It makes it all fun, all for the chase. He’s about as sexually uninhibited as they come, I mean, shit, I think we discussed ALL of our sexual preferences the other night so there’s no worries there! He’s just a confident and hot, yet sensitive and slightly complicated guy, who can COMMUNICATE. Christ, could I ask for any more? I’d be pushing it a little, but I don’t think I’d be too far off whack when I say he’s the perfect guy. Aside from the fact that: (a) he does have a girlfriend; (b) he doesn’t own a mobile phone; and (c) his penis is smaller than Justin’s. But then again, I think everyone’s penis is smaller than Justin’s. Lol. I’m a somewhat strange and disturbed individual aren’t I? Ohhh there is definitely going to be lots to talk about to Lorraine on Tuesday! Mmmhmm.
Much love guys.